The scare of a lifetime..

This is a post, which isn't about sex, but just about an ordinary life with ordinary worries, and a bad scare..

It is not that I want to be theatrical, sorry, but this morning I lived through one of my life’s biggest worries. For 24 hours I couldn't get in touch with Mr., he didn't answer is phone, he didn't respond to my mails or texted messages, and he didn't contact me, either. He always do that during the day or night, at least to say "Good Night.." I took the consequences this morning the only way I could, and drove the very long drive in morning traffic to his apartment, instead of sticking to my planned "working-at-home-day". And on that drive, I lived through all the worst fantasies a very imaginative female brain can accommodate, about death, accidents, misery, that he didn't want me anymore, and many many other thoughts..

Luckily it turned out, that it was just a change of phone companies that had happened 10 days earlier than expected. And that he just hadn't been on-line last night, but doing other things. I complete collapsed, when I saw him safe and sound in the apartment. And I scared him just as much, when he all of a sudden was standing with a weeping and shivering woman in his arms, her being completely out of control..

My point isn't, that you should pity me (even though I of course was pitiful :-D). My point is to forward the thought, that life in all senses pass, and that it is so important to enjoy life and each other, while we have it..

Very trivial, I know, I am sorry, but when you for less than half a day ago has been so scared of losing your love as I was, focus has a tendency to move a bit.

I will this weekend forget clearing up, cleaning, and laundry, and instead enjoy a weekend without kids together with my love, with lots of emotional intimacy, and I will even lay away some of the kinky fantasies.. I know that sounds a bit naive (I mean forgetting the kinky fantasies), and quite impossible, too? If interesting things happen they will of course be very welcome, me being a Slut..

But my primary focus this weekend will be on just being together with Mr., turn off the television and the computer!!!!!, and simply enjoy the company of my love.

No news from me this weekend is good news..